• And There We Were

    And there we were

    Dancing among sounds and lights

    Lost in nowhere

    We found our somewhere

     

    Our place in time, our place in space

    Our corners

    Our walls

    Our spells

     

    And there we were

    Flowing in the moment

    Holding what wasn’t broken

    Kissing away the pain

     

    And there we were

    Living the complexity

    Of the simplicity

    Of what we used to care

     

    You had embraced me

    I had embraced you

    You had me when I saw you

    I knew it, I wanted you

     

    You had embraced me

    I had embraced you

    You had me when I saw you

    I knew it, I wanted you

     

    And there we were.


  • Forever After (Anxiety)

    Feelings

    That I don’t want

    That I don’t need

    Why can’t I just make them disappear?

     

    It makes me sad

    I can’t control it

    It’s in my mind

    I can’t avoid it

     

    This obsession

    that I have

    with my thoughts

    I cannot stop

     

    Why I can’t just shut my mind?

    Why I can’t just close my eyes?

     

    But I can’t

    I am too anxious

    Overwhelmed

    So pretentious

     

    It appears

    that this will be

    forever after

    inside of me

     

    I am worried

    It’s hard to breathe

    I am nervous

    It’s hard to think

     

    Anxiety follows me

    You are not in here

    I don’t want this

    I don’t need this

     

    This obsession

    that I have

    with my thoughts

    I cannot stop

     

    Why I can’t just shut my mind?

    Why I can’t just close my eyes?

    But I can’t

    I am too anxious

    Overwhelmed

    So pretentious

     

    It appears

    that this will be

    forever after

    inside of me

     

    Forever after

    Inside of me

    I just want this

    To disappear


  • Talk To Me (Denial)

    It’s been enough time

    the moment has come

    so you can become undone

    denial, talk to me

     

    There’s no reason to be

    you did your affliction in me

    distracted me, drained me

    abused me and confused me

     

    You gave me false hopes

    a thousand scenarios

    non of them where doable

    none of them where real

     

    A lack of consciousness

    a lack of awareness

    Denial, talk to me

    let’s set our differences

     

    Say what you need to say

    your end is here tonight

    you must talk

    You must die

     

    I’ve had enough

    the moment is now

    You’ll be undone

    and witness what I’ve become

     

    Come on denial, talk to me

    we need to talk.