Forever After (Anxiety)
Feelings
That I don’t want
That I don’t need
Why can’t I just make them disappear?
It makes me sad
I can’t control it
It’s in my mind
I can’t avoid it
This obsession
that I have
with my thoughts
I cannot stop
Why I can’t just shut my mind?
Why I can’t just close my eyes?
But I can’t
I am too anxious
Overwhelmed
So pretentious
It appears
that this will be
forever after
inside of me
I am worried
It’s hard to breathe
I am nervous
It’s hard to think
Anxiety follows me
You are not in here
I don’t want this
I don’t need this
This obsession
that I have
with my thoughts
I cannot stop
Why I can’t just shut my mind?
Why I can’t just close my eyes?
But I can’t
I am too anxious
Overwhelmed
So pretentious
It appears
that this will be
forever after
inside of me
Forever after
Inside of me
I just want this
To disappear
Phantasiis 