Seeking motivation when feeling in need of a little push. Someone who believes in me. Anybody. I wish I had people around who could tell me that I can do it. That they're proud of me for what I'm doing. Recognition and acknowledgment. Basic things that I believe everyone needs at different degrees. I want [...]
https://youtu.be/28MIni9kccc Hey friends, Welcome to the first episode of Words and Beats with Phantasiis! Today we are talking with Chicago based producer, Gene Katsuro from MakeYourOwnDamnMusic. In this episode, we discuss Gene's creative process and mindset towards music. We dive into how music shaped our lives and why we must save music and not the [...]
Buy here: https://bsta.rs/1b7c030 I'd like to share with you my newest beat on Beatstars. This one was an interesting one for me because I didn't expect to turn this dark. When I started making the beat, I was envisioning a feeling of closure, a feeling of redemption. It turned out differently. Once I started adding [...]
https://www.beatstars.com/beat/pandemia-y-desamor-88bpm-5658753 I'd like to start with some updates since my last post: I feel back to normal from my severe insomnia that I had for months. Now I have a more structured day and normal hours. I've been making music regularly and I've reached a point where I decided to move forward to the next [...]
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rngcXDTnYLs Hello, Here's a video of a song I wrote in July. It's in Spanish. I hope that you like it. I was having lots of nostalgia when I was writing the lyrics, and the music felt right. There's times where I write the music first, and the lyrics follow suit. Other times it's the [...]
https://soundcloud.com/phantasiis/lofi-2020-04 Hello, Here's a new beat that I made recently. I hope that you like it. I spent several days without making any music. I've been, however, playing my guitar and doing freestyles in Spanish to get a creative flow going. I'm finally sleeping better and feel like a human being again. I feel that [...]
Here's a playlist of several singles that I released today on my SoundCloud. For some reason which I yet need to explore, I didn't want to release it. Perhaps it was a sensation of impostor syndrome disguised as procrastination. I had several songs finished and ready to go, and I still did not do the [...]
https://youtu.be/iF1WNgYbKyo Here's something I made today. It's a rap song in Spanish. Please let me know your thoughts. Recorded with my cellphone and computer monitors. Beat made in FL Studio 20. Thank you for listening. Ernesto
It's been a while since I've made a blog post. I've been working in the background. Making songs on a regular basis and learning new software. Here's some updates I'd like to share with you since my absence: I've noticed that I'm more creative when I wake up earlier than later in the day. The [...]
Here’s a song that I’ve made recently. It’s an instrumental where I try to emulate the Lo-Fi genre. I hope you like it! "Where I've Been" - Ernesto Delirium I stopped making music for several weeks due to my mental state and negative mindset. I started exercising during that time and did meditation consistently. I [...]
It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms. In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong [...]
I'd like to share with you a playlist with some songs I've made during the summer. I've been practicing and learning how to produce hip-hop. My goal is to produce the LoFi genre. It has been an interesting and enjoyable process for the most part. There's much to learn, and not much time on my [...]
