Motivation – You got this

Motivation – You got this

Seeking motivation when feeling in need of a little push. Someone who believes in me. Anybody. I wish I had people around who could tell me that I can do it. That they're proud of me for what I'm doing. Recognition and acknowledgment. Basic things that I believe everyone needs at different degrees. I want [...]

Words And Beats | Interview with Gene Katsuro

Words And Beats | Interview with Gene Katsuro

https://youtu.be/28MIni9kccc Hey friends, Welcome to the first episode of Words and Beats with Phantasiis! Today we are talking with Chicago based producer, Gene Katsuro from MakeYourOwnDamnMusic. In this episode, we discuss Gene's creative process and mindset towards music. We dive into how music shaped our lives and why we must save music and not the [...]

Imminent Chaos | Dark Emotional Beat

Imminent Chaos | Dark Emotional Beat

Buy here: https://bsta.rs/1b7c030 I'd like to share with you my newest beat on Beatstars. This one was an interesting one for me because I didn't expect to turn this dark. When I started making the beat, I was envisioning a feeling of closure, a feeling of redemption. It turned out differently. Once I started adding [...]

Pandemia Y Desamor | Instrumental Beat for Sale/Lease

Pandemia Y Desamor  | Instrumental Beat for Sale/Lease

https://www.beatstars.com/beat/pandemia-y-desamor-88bpm-5658753 I'd like to start with some updates since my last post: I feel back to normal from my severe insomnia that I had for months. Now I have a more structured day and normal hours. I've been making music regularly and I've reached a point where I decided to move forward to the next [...]

‘Ya No Te Conozco’ | [Video] Demo by Phantasiis

‘Ya No Te Conozco’ | [Video] Demo by Phantasiis

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rngcXDTnYLs Hello, Here's a video of a song I wrote in July. It's in Spanish. I hope that you like it. I was having lots of nostalgia when I was writing the lyrics, and the music felt right. There's times where I write the music first, and the lyrics follow suit. Other times it's the [...]

‘Estoy Tranquilo’ – Instrumental by Phantasiis

‘Estoy Tranquilo’ – Instrumental by Phantasiis

https://soundcloud.com/phantasiis/lofi-2020-04 Hello, Here's a new beat that I made recently. I hope that you like it. I spent several days without making any music. I've been, however, playing my guitar and doing freestyles in Spanish to get a creative flow going. I'm finally sleeping better and feel like a human being again. I feel that [...]

Phantasiis – ‘Summer Beats’ | Instrumental Hip-Hop Playlist

Phantasiis – ‘Summer Beats’ | Instrumental Hip-Hop Playlist

Here's a playlist of several singles that I released today on my SoundCloud. For some reason which I yet need to explore, I didn't want to release it. Perhaps it was a sensation of impostor syndrome disguised as procrastination. I had several songs finished and ready to go, and I still did not do the [...]

Pandemia Y Desamor | Rap en Español

https://youtu.be/iF1WNgYbKyo Here's something I made today. It's a rap song in Spanish. Please let me know your thoughts. Recorded with my cellphone and computer monitors. Beat made in FL Studio 20. Thank you for listening. Ernesto

Some Changes and Updates

Some Changes and Updates

It's been a while since I've made a blog post. I've been working in the background. Making songs on a regular basis and learning new software. Here's some updates I'd like to share with you since my absence:  I've noticed that I'm more creative when I wake up earlier than later in the day. The [...]

Back at the Craft | Update

Back at the Craft | Update

Here’s a song that I’ve made recently. It’s an instrumental where I try to emulate the Lo-Fi genre. I hope you like it! "Where I've Been" - Ernesto Delirium I stopped making music for several weeks due to my mental state and negative mindset. I started exercising during that time and did meditation consistently. I [...]

RX to Self: Please Slow Down

RX to Self: Please Slow Down

It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms.  In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong [...]

The Summer Demos

The Summer Demos

I'd like to share with you a playlist with some songs I've made during the summer. I've been practicing and learning how to produce hip-hop. My goal is to produce the LoFi genre. It has been an interesting and enjoyable process for the most part. There's much to learn, and not much time on my [...]