Phantasiis
Unleash your creativity with original modern hip hop instrumentals
Tag: Relationships
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How To Be An Unhappy Creative
A blogpost about what I do to not be creating art, and how to stay unhappy.
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What Causes You to Feel “Goosebumps”? Name Five
I’d like to share mine with you. Seeing fellow artists do what they do best: making art Hearing good news from people Listening to someone speak anything that they’re passionate about Watching people dance When a plan from a loved one went better than expected On another note. I’m writing this on a Sunday night.…
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Choosing our Baggage
“You can only help people feel better about their life, but you cannot take on yourself their struggles because that’s not your load to bear.” I’d like to take a moment to be mindful. Without my own struggles I wouldn’t have the strength to know that I can push through at the end. To begin…
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Lost and Found
The feeling of being stuck and the struggle of change. I started to think that something was off with me when I started to feel physically exhausted and mentally clouded daily. Waking up was a pain, let alone staying awake for the first hours during work. During the night I seemed alive, and I didn’t…
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Moving On, Moving Forward
We must carve our own paths. I woke up this morning reflecting on the above. I feel that the best thing that ever happened to me was to thrive to be independent. I must confess it took longer than I expected. I’m not sure if this is a thing but knowing that I’ll be 30…
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RX to Self: Please Slow Down
It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms. In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong…
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From My Journal
The following line is from my journal: I’m scared of how much damage I can do. The reason for that is due to the damage I’ve caused to people I love. The problem is that I tend to realize it once I’ve done it. I feel that my intention is never to cause distress to…
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Shared Dreams
Where you been? I was longing for your return Waiting for my turn To share with you my dream A dream about a place Full of music and light Where I had to inevitably embrace The beauty in your eyes When you look at me And ask me why I answer nothing I have nowhere…
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Our Song and Silence
I started to hear our song The one that we danced Together, as one, as a whole With our bodies and souls I realize that you’re not here Not with me, not together anymore And we’re not dancing either Our bodies and souls are now apart Silence is what I want Please turn off the…
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Thank You (Letter) | New Single
This song was written as a reminder to myself. To be thankful for people that I welcome to my life. To be aware of who I let to hear my story. It turned out to be a lesson for me. Thank you for listening. Please let me know your thoughts in the comments or the…
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Falling Gently
This post is about self-awareness. I was on a funk for some time. Now, things are different because I think about them differently. Its perspective. As I’ve discussed on my last post update, I took a break from digital distractions. I realized in a few days how much time I had to do things that…
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What are You Ignoring?
I’ve been thinking about my priorities lately. I was taking stock on how I spend my time and money. I was wondering if I was where I wanted to be. I’m doing alright. For a moment, however, I considered if I could be doing better.
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