Phantasiis
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Tag: Personal
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How To Be An Unhappy Creative
A blogpost about what I do to not be creating art, and how to stay unhappy.
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Embracing Your Dark Side – Or Getting Inspired by It (as an Artist)
We all have it. Is that other self, who tells us to react in ways that might not be the best for everyone else. Ways that might have a negative consequence. Those thoughts that turn into scenes in our heads on how we would have approached it. But we stop. We don’t act. We just…
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What Causes You to Feel “Goosebumps”? Name Five
I’d like to share mine with you. Seeing fellow artists do what they do best: making art Hearing good news from people Listening to someone speak anything that they’re passionate about Watching people dance When a plan from a loved one went better than expected On another note. I’m writing this on a Sunday night.…
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“Eres Fuerte” (You’re Strong) – Phantasiis | Lo-Fi Type Beat
I was having an emotional experience while creating this song. I almost wanted to cry out of joy of doing what I love and getting lost in the sounds. When I’m in this state of flow, I forget to eat or to take breaks. I forget everything and I let myself get carried by the…
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Choosing our Baggage
“You can only help people feel better about their life, but you cannot take on yourself their struggles because that’s not your load to bear.” I’d like to take a moment to be mindful. Without my own struggles I wouldn’t have the strength to know that I can push through at the end. To begin…
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Lost and Found
The feeling of being stuck and the struggle of change. I started to think that something was off with me when I started to feel physically exhausted and mentally clouded daily. Waking up was a pain, let alone staying awake for the first hours during work. During the night I seemed alive, and I didn’t…
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Moving On, Moving Forward
We must carve our own paths. I woke up this morning reflecting on the above. I feel that the best thing that ever happened to me was to thrive to be independent. I must confess it took longer than I expected. I’m not sure if this is a thing but knowing that I’ll be 30…
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Motivation – You got this
Seeking motivation when feeling in need of a little push. Someone who believes in me. Anybody. I wish I had people around who could tell me that I can do it. That they’re proud of me for what I’m doing. Recognition and acknowledgment. Basic things that I believe everyone needs at different degrees. I want…
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Pandemia Y Desamor | Instrumental Beat for Sale/Lease
https://www.beatstars.com/beat/pandemia-y-desamor-88bpm-5658753 I’d like to start with some updates since my last post: I feel back to normal from my severe insomnia that I had for months. Now I have a more structured day and normal hours. I’ve been making music regularly and I’ve reached a point where I decided to move forward to the next…
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Back at the Craft | Update
Here’s a song that I’ve made recently. It’s an instrumental where I try to emulate the Lo-Fi genre. I hope you like it! I stopped making music for several weeks due to my mental state and negative mindset. I started exercising during that time and did meditation consistently. I feel that I started to notice…
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RX to Self: Please Slow Down
It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms. In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong…
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The Summer Demos
I’d like to share with you a playlist with some songs I’ve made during the summer. I’ve been practicing and learning how to produce hip-hop. My goal is to produce the LoFi genre. It has been an interesting and enjoyable process for the most part. There’s much to learn, and not much time on my…
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