Tag: Life

  • How To Be An Unhappy Creative

    How To Be An Unhappy Creative

    A blogpost about what I do to not be creating art, and how to stay unhappy.

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  • “Paz” Meditative Storytelling Boom Bap Beat | Prod. by Phantasiis

    I hope you’re doing well and keeping yourself inspired. I’d like to share with you a new instrumental boom bap beat I’ve worked on Sunday night. This one was a pleasure to work with and a cathartic experience to say the least at the time of production. It’s tiled “Paz” which translates to Peace from…

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  • Embracing Your Dark Side – Or Getting Inspired by It (as an Artist)

    Embracing Your Dark Side – Or Getting Inspired by It (as an Artist)

    We all have it. Is that other self, who tells us to react in ways that might not be the best for everyone else. Ways that might have a negative consequence. Those thoughts that turn into scenes in our heads on how we would have approached it. But we stop. We don’t act. We just…

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  • What Causes You to Feel “Goosebumps”? Name Five

    What Causes You to Feel “Goosebumps”? Name Five

    I’d like to share mine with you. Seeing fellow artists do what they do best: making art Hearing good news from people Listening to someone speak anything that they’re passionate about Watching people dance When a plan from a loved one went better than expected On another note. I’m writing this on a Sunday night.…

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  • Choosing our Baggage

    Choosing our Baggage

    “You can only help people feel better about their life, but you cannot take on yourself their struggles because that’s not your load to bear.” I’d like to take a moment to be mindful. Without my own struggles I wouldn’t have the strength to know that I can push through at the end. To begin…

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  • Lost and Found

    Lost and Found

    The feeling of being stuck and the struggle of change.  I started to think that something was off with me when I started to feel physically exhausted and mentally clouded daily. Waking up was a pain, let alone staying awake for the first hours during work. During the night I seemed alive, and I didn’t…

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  • Moving On, Moving Forward

    Moving On, Moving Forward

    We must carve our own paths. I woke up this morning reflecting on the above. I feel that the best thing that ever happened to me was to thrive to be independent. I must confess it took longer than I expected. I’m not sure if this is a thing but knowing that I’ll be 30…

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  • Motivation – You got this

    Motivation – You got this

    Seeking motivation when feeling in need of a little push. Someone who believes in me. Anybody. I wish I had people around who could tell me that I can do it. That they’re proud of me for what I’m doing. Recognition and acknowledgment. Basic things that I believe everyone needs at different degrees. I want…

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  • ‘Ya No Te Conozco’ | [Video] Demo by Phantasiis

    ‘Ya No Te Conozco’ | [Video] Demo by Phantasiis

    Hello, Here’s a video of a song I wrote in July. It’s in Spanish. I hope that you like it. I was having lots of nostalgia when I was writing the lyrics, and the music felt right. There’s times where I write the music first, and the lyrics follow suit. Other times it’s the opposite.…

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  • Some Changes and Updates

    Some Changes and Updates

    It’s been a while since I’ve made a blog post. I’ve been working in the background. Making songs on a regular basis and learning new software. Here’s some updates I’d like to share with you since my absence:  I’ve noticed that I’m more creative when I wake up earlier than later in the day. The…

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  • Back at the Craft | Update

    Back at the Craft | Update

    Here’s a song that I’ve made recently. It’s an instrumental where I try to emulate the Lo-Fi genre. I hope you like it! I stopped making music for several weeks due to my mental state and negative mindset. I started exercising during that time and did meditation consistently. I feel that I started to notice…

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  • RX to Self: Please Slow Down

    RX to Self: Please Slow Down

    It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms.  In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong…

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