RX to Self: Please Slow Down

RX to Self: Please Slow Down

It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms.  In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong [...]

From My Journal

From My Journal

The following line is from my journal: I’m scared of how much damage I can do.  The reason for that is due to the damage I’ve caused to people I love. The problem is that I tend to realize it once I’ve done it. I feel that my intention is never to cause distress to [...]

Shared Dreams

Shared Dreams

Where you been? I was longing for your return Waiting for my turn To share with you my dream A dream about a place Full of music and light Where I had to inevitably embrace The beauty in your eyes When you look at me And ask me why I answer nothing I have nowhere [...]

Our Song and Silence

Our Song and Silence

I started to hear our song The one that we danced Together, as one, as a whole With our bodies and souls I realize that you're not here Not with me, not together anymore And we're not dancing either Our bodies and souls are now apart Silence is what I want Please turn off the [...]

Thank You (Letter) | New Single

Thank You (Letter) | New Single

This song was written as a reminder to myself. To be thankful for people that I welcome to my life. To be aware of who I let to hear my story. It turned out to be a lesson for me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=822rU5FnNBg Thank you for listening. Please let me know your thoughts in the comments or [...]

Falling Gently

Falling Gently

This post is about self-awareness. I was on a funk for some time. Now, things are different because I think about them differently. Its perspective. As I’ve discussed on my last post update, I took a break from digital distractions. I realized in a few days how much time I had to do things that [...]

What are You Ignoring?

What are You Ignoring?

I've been thinking about my priorities lately. I was taking stock on how I spend my time and money. I was wondering if I was where I wanted to be. I'm doing alright. For a moment, however, I considered if I could be doing better. I've been reading books again, as they inspired me. Some thoughts [...]

New EP Out Now

Hello, I've released a new spoken-word, 11 tracks EP in Spanish. It's titled "Diferencial: Tuvo un Día Triste" (Differential: He had a sad day).  https://open.spotify.com/album/5b9s5UiPUezm5ZZuyIQ5oa?si=z9yf1q9RTNCtjMfUjKCVsA Diferencial: Tuvo un Día Triste This EP is composed of poems that I wrote, based on love and heartbreak with the point of view of someone who has a mental [...]

An Idea

An Idea

An idea of you Abstract Sometimes, incomplete I search for you, but I the end I press "delete" You’re a complicated riddle Full of metaphors And analogies I wish for you and I To become an anthology I question myself too much I ask for your whereabouts I'm always filled with my doubts But you’re [...]

Guidance

"Do you believe that I will do the right thing? I don’t have to ask you though, but I need your guidance. Decisions are hard for me most of the time. Everyone says that is fine, and time is being wasted waiting for guidance. I don’t know why my friend, but you seem to be [...]

Mountain

You and I created a mountain Made of rocks of love and distance Bushes of hugs and feelings We build a hard resistance We went high, very high Reaching the sky Creating a new life Turning darkness into light Suddenly, after a long time Our apex, our top became cold Full of ice Our mountain [...]