Phantasiis
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Category: Relationships
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RX to Self: Please Slow Down
It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms. In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong…
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From My Journal
The following line is from my journal: I’m scared of how much damage I can do. The reason for that is due to the damage I’ve caused to people I love. The problem is that I tend to realize it once I’ve done it. I feel that my intention is never to cause distress to…
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Shared Dreams
Where you been? I was longing for your return Waiting for my turn To share with you my dream A dream about a place Full of music and light Where I had to inevitably embrace The beauty in your eyes When you look at me And ask me why I answer nothing I have nowhere…
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Our Song and Silence
I started to hear our song The one that we danced Together, as one, as a whole With our bodies and souls I realize that you’re not here Not with me, not together anymore And we’re not dancing either Our bodies and souls are now apart Silence is what I want Please turn off the…
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Falling Gently
This post is about self-awareness. I was on a funk for some time. Now, things are different because I think about them differently. Its perspective. As I’ve discussed on my last post update, I took a break from digital distractions. I realized in a few days how much time I had to do things that…
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What are You Ignoring?
I’ve been thinking about my priorities lately. I was taking stock on how I spend my time and money. I was wondering if I was where I wanted to be. I’m doing alright. For a moment, however, I considered if I could be doing better.
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New EP Out Now
Hello, I’ve released a new spoken-word, 11 tracks EP in Spanish. It’s titled “Diferencial: Tuvo un Día Triste” (Differential: He had a sad day). This EP is composed of poems that I wrote, based on love and heartbreak with the point of view of someone who has a mental health condition. It deals with topics…
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An Idea
An idea of you Abstract Sometimes, incomplete I search for you, but I the end I press “delete” You’re a complicated riddle Full of metaphors And analogies I wish for you and I To become an anthology I question myself too much I ask for your whereabouts I’m always filled with my doubts But you’re…
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Mountain
You and I created a mountain Made of rocks of love and distance Bushes of hugs and feelings We build a hard resistance We went high, very high Reaching the sky Creating a new life Turning darkness into light Suddenly, after a long time Our apex, our top became cold Full of ice Our mountain…
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The Master I Never Met
I’m submissive, but not a victim. You are dominant, but still not a master. Sometimes, the joy of my heart turns me into a dominant monster. Other times, the sorrow of my unstable existence diminish the mirror. The reflection I have with other souls, other ideas. That means that I’m weak and like a sponge…
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