Pandemia Y Desamor | Rap en Español

https://youtu.be/iF1WNgYbKyo Here's something I made today. It's a rap song in Spanish. Please let me know your thoughts. Recorded with my cellphone and computer monitors. Beat made in FL Studio 20. Thank you for listening. Ernesto

Some Changes and Updates

Some Changes and Updates

It's been a while since I've made a blog post. I've been working in the background. Making songs on a regular basis and learning new software. Here's some updates I'd like to share with you since my absence:  I've noticed that I'm more creative when I wake up earlier than later in the day. The [...]

Back at the Craft | Update

Back at the Craft | Update

Here’s a song that I’ve made recently. It’s an instrumental where I try to emulate the Lo-Fi genre. I hope you like it! "Where I've Been" - Ernesto Delirium I stopped making music for several weeks due to my mental state and negative mindset. I started exercising during that time and did meditation consistently. I [...]

RX to Self: Please Slow Down

RX to Self: Please Slow Down

It’s been 12 years since I started this path. Mental illness wasn’t the problem. The struggle was how to regain my confidence and self-esteem after the first onset of symptoms.  In retrospect, I felt like an observer. I was aware of my surroundings and the people around me. The constant struggle to try to belong [...]

The Summer Demos

The Summer Demos

I'd like to share with you a playlist with some songs I've made during the summer. I've been practicing and learning how to produce hip-hop. My goal is to produce the LoFi genre. It has been an interesting and enjoyable process for the most part. There's much to learn, and not much time on my [...]

It’s Not Your Time

It’s Not Your Time

It’s a way that sadness manifests itself. A depressive period where you’re trying to make yourself feel anything else other than you. Coping skills are what define you during this moment. Please know that it won’t last forever. What you do during this period might do, however. This is the time where you have a [...]

You Know its Time for a Pause

You Know its Time for a Pause

You’ve been there before. The process repeats itself. You are well aware of what happens, why, and how it’s going to end. Your body, dreams, and gut tells you to slow down. You’re living too fast with no time to appreciate what’s in front of you. But you resist the idea of slowing down, knowing [...]

From My Journal

From My Journal

The following line is from my journal: I’m scared of how much damage I can do.  The reason for that is due to the damage I’ve caused to people I love. The problem is that I tend to realize it once I’ve done it. I feel that my intention is never to cause distress to [...]

Shared Dreams

Shared Dreams

Where you been? I was longing for your return Waiting for my turn To share with you my dream A dream about a place Full of music and light Where I had to inevitably embrace The beauty in your eyes When you look at me And ask me why I answer nothing I have nowhere [...]

Our Song and Silence

Our Song and Silence

I started to hear our song The one that we danced Together, as one, as a whole With our bodies and souls I realize that you're not here Not with me, not together anymore And we're not dancing either Our bodies and souls are now apart Silence is what I want Please turn off the [...]

Checking-In

Checking-In

Next week is finals week. I’ll earn a bachelor’s degree in applied psychology. Last Thursday was my last lecture as an undergrad. I felt nostalgia.  A chapter ends and another begins. Many years and sacrifices happened to get to this point. Below are some questions that I’m exploring tonight. I would love to read your [...]

Thank You (Letter) | New Single

Thank You (Letter) | New Single

This song was written as a reminder to myself. To be thankful for people that I welcome to my life. To be aware of who I let to hear my story. It turned out to be a lesson for me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=822rU5FnNBg Thank you for listening. Please let me know your thoughts in the comments or [...]